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3 entries this month
 

Dreams

15:27 May 23 2012
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My father passed away when I was very young. I've never moved on because i don't think anyone ever really can. He hung the moon....I've had dreams about being back with him when he was alive but last night it was different. We were in a house I've never been in before. I was the same age I am now and he came home. Said he was kept away from us and it was over now. It was a dream where everythig weird seems normal. We spent the day together working on his truck playing around cooking stuff. When I woke up I was already crying. Its been ten years and that was the cruelest dream I've ever had. I layed hoping I could go back to sleep but I couldn't. I wonder should I see this as a gift? Or a nightmare?


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Oceanne
Oceanne
16:24 May 23 2012

A dream.It was just a dream.





DAVYDENKO
DAVYDENKO
17:39 May 24 2012

What things lie deep within our minds are called Hurdles.

1. A portable barrier over which athletes jump in a race. 2. A difficult problem to be overcome; obstacle.



A mind-pop. They are linked to our experiences and knowledge of the world, albeit with hidden threads.

In everyday life, people often search their memory for specific information. Sometimes they actively reminisce about the past.

People who experience mind-pops most frequently might be super primers, which could in turn encourage creativity. You love to write don't you?

People who experience involuntary memories more frequently are better at priming tasks or more creative. Our subconscious often knows the meaning of an experience, even if consciously we don't.

Neither a nightmare or a gift. We create our worlds, especially those within our minds and our creative energy, our subconscious formulates our emotions of fear, longing, etc.. and create our own comfort zones through the chemicals in our brains that our creative energies, literally energies, sparks of electrical pulses, produce. Our Loves are the most creative and most powerful forms of those energies, and our fears, second.

We are a rare breed of individuals who have the ability to create worlds outside of what we call reality, and live within them, for a time, elated and filled with joy, temporary as it may be.





XchipedXfangX
XchipedXfangX
17:55 Jun 14 2012

i lost my mom in 07 and i still have dreams and I like to look at it as if just dropped by to see i'm doing ok





 

Good things come to those who wait??

15:53 May 16 2012
Times Read: 408


I've been looking for a job in this town for about a month now. Family and friends have been calling asking have you gone to work yet? Made me feel absolutly miserable. Well yesterday I get four calls from different places looking for full time people. I know that Texas was the least hit in the economy so it would take a little while longer than a day or two to get a call back in Mississippi but a month?! I'm so grateful to be employed and hope everyone is having luck on their job searches. So I was telling a few friends last night my phone will be off for a week or two until I get paid and have time to turn it back on. Wake up this morning and someone has put min on it. These two events ( getting a job/phone ) have put me in the best mood. This last month has been hell on wheels for me. It proves that if I stick it out and swear off those trying to hold me down some good will come of it. So this is my saint entry for this month.


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Unfinished Writings

19:19 May 15 2012
Times Read: 414


Every few months I'll begin writing a fantastic storyline. I love everything about it and swear this is it but after a few weeks I lose interest. I know i can write but for a year or so I stopped, became to busy being a teenager and I often wonder what if I lost my talent during that year. Do I lose interest because I know I can do better or is it just not for me anymore. So yesterday I started a storyline and have promised myself when I begin to lose interest and want to start something new I'll just incorporate my new ideas in no matter how crazy it turns it. Having a journal full of unfinished work is a real shame to me. The deeper I get into it I want my characters to change wether its their gender or just who they are which throws everything off. Crossing my fingers hoping this isn't a disaster.


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Become
Become
20:40 May 15 2012

Just keep at it, that's all. I know that sounds trite but that's really all there is to it. You reach a point where you have five or ten or twenty thousand words down...and you realize that you have way too much invested to quit now.



Also, none of those storylines ever die. They're still inside you. When you need them, they'll be back.



Good luck and keep writing, by all means.





DAVYDENKO
DAVYDENKO
17:19 May 24 2012

It happens. Writers block due to situations in life that overshadow your personal creativity, your wonderful spirit of adventure filled with the energies of transformation and transition. It happens to everyone who writes from the soul. It isn't that interest is lost, it's that the story is so overcoming in its imaginative powers that you ma sometimes get ahead of yourself (mentally) and your creative spirit just stops to re-coop. Sometimes you may go in a different direction with another inspiration for another story and eventually be overcome by its direction, and the process starts over again. It happens, even to the best of writers. It may be difficult to push yourself to continue because the story line will suffer in its direction and movement. The mind is overflowing with energies and sometimes shuts a door only to open another going in a different direction with a different idea. It sometimes feels as though you may never finish a complete story or at least a story that makes absolute sense, a story that you feel is worthy of publishing.

Sometimes we find that many unfinished stories that we think are separate in their ideas, will actually meld together, but at different points and it is a "bridge of words" that will join both to add to and become one story. Our minds work like that.

The important thing to remember is that you can never give up writing, even if there are down periods of months between different writings.

If the energy for writing isn't there and you mind won't allow for the process...then get yourself a small pocket tape recorder and talk your stories out with you as a character in the story. In other words...talk to yourself as if you're talking to someone else or to other individuals. Imagine yourself living out the story at the moment. You'll be surprised at how even a flow of creative energies emerge into a story.

We are a difficult bunch to understand that's the reality of it. But we live hard, love hard and find ourselves entangled sometimes within the web of humanity with no seemingly possible route of escape except through our own creativity, which in the long run sets free the trapped spirits of others trapped in the same web of life.

You're not alone in this process of life and creation of worlds not yet realized.

Keep the faith and the energy moving along. Write anything even if it seems like jibberish, it may fit in to another piece of the story.









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